Nov 18, 2009

Again.

2 years and 3 months; Bachelor in Education (TESL).

accommodation is concerned, can’t be traveling to and fro.

housemates, personalities, habits.. are turn offs to staying out.

They’re everywhere, all the time. there will be one that’s all perky and another that’s so helpful and considerate. They share food, and they say things, and they move things, and they breathe. Ugh, they’re like, happy and noisy.

I can’t kick them out, I’m the newbie.

I’m just going to repress everything in some deep, dark, twisted place until one day I snap and I’ll kill them?

So that’s how far i could convince myself. I enjoy most of my lonesome time. or just that once in a blue moon getting together moment. it can’t be in my daily system. I’d die whining.

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Nov 15, 2009
all boxed up, neatly put away. not too long until my lingering days come to an end.

all boxed up, neatly put away. not too long until my lingering days come to an end.

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Nov 6, 2009

Chunks

Everything is over and done with, by this I’m referring to Diploma. Practicum came to an end, coursework was turned in. at this moment what exactly am i waiting for?

To register for Degree.

the Date i was informed: 19th November 09

was thinking that maybe i should start studying between now until then for IELTS (International English Language Testing System).

however, self-motivation never seemed effective.

the sound of studying abroad has been very appealing to the mind. then again, funding seemed like an endless predicament. so the thought is left there, tangling.

room is in a big mess, no one bothered passing comments, knowing what I’m all about. (laughs) with the period and the lingering flu, i shall wait.

have you heard that your toenails could define your personality?

i have nonsensical toenails, not until my father decided to take a 10 minutes off to be my pedicurist. I now have shipshape ones.

its the brother’s birthday tomorrow. I couldn’t stop fantasizing the day he gets married. We normally get to look fantastically fabulous at our sibling’s wedding noh? oh, he’s not seeing anyone by the way. only my idiotic fantasies while brushing my teeth this morning.

can’t wait for 2010! lots of amendments to be taken place.

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Nov 3, 2009

its the time of the month, you’ve probably received your paycheck; delighted with the idea of a new handbag, watch or just anything you could finally call yours.

two hours ago, i just spent half of a hundred on medication.

and so I’ve fallen sick again, for the record, second time this year. not too different from the first, just additional muscle aches this time.

Paying, did a twitch to my heart : could have spent it on good food with the boyfriend.

the bright side to being ill was that i had thoughtful friends who came by to visit, also constant calls to check on the conditions. thank you for taking my mind off for a bit you guys!

in short, i’m on a medication routine and hope to get on my feet again to hit the gym.

p/s: Honey, thank you for making me see the doctor. :)

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Oct 27, 2009
500 Days of Summer, movie of the year. as the film tells us upfront: this isn’t a love story. more of a non-fairytale about a boy who falls in love with a girl who doesn’t believe in love or fate. Summer,portrays this character of an independent woman who isn’t even interested in acknowledging the idea of Love . Whereas, Tom, has this fairytale-like idea that he will one day meet the girl of his dreams, and there goes his “happily ever after.”  Having met a girl like Summer, he would eventually blame music, movies, and cards for corrupting his idea of what love should ultimately be- boy meets girl, boy loses girl. the 500 days tell us the beginning, middle and end of Tom and Summer. all the familiar scenes, even words are there, we’ll laugh, sigh, and sympathize with Tom and Summer, that’s because we’ve all known a Tom or dated a Summer at one point of our lives - we’re suckers for movies we can relate to. an hour and a half of great soundtracks, besides, Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt are very nice to look at. you get what I mean.

500 Days of Summer, movie of the year.

as the film tells us upfront: this isn’t a love story.

more of a non-fairytale about a boy who falls in love with a girl who doesn’t believe in love or fate.

Summer,portrays this character of an independent woman who isn’t even interested in acknowledging the idea of Love .

Whereas, Tom, has this fairytale-like idea that he will one day meet the girl of his dreams, and there goes his “happily ever after.”  Having met a girl like Summer, he would eventually blame music, movies, and cards for corrupting his idea of what love should ultimately be- boy meets girl, boy loses girl.

the 500 days tell us the beginning, middle and end of Tom and Summer.

all the familiar scenes, even words are there, we’ll laugh, sigh, and sympathize with Tom and Summer, that’s because we’ve all known a Tom or dated a Summer at one point of our lives - we’re suckers for movies we can relate to.

an hour and a half of great soundtracks, besides, Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt are very nice to look at.

you get what I mean.

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Oct 23, 2009
the last day with these kids. :(

the last day with these kids. :(

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Caesar Salad with Breaded Fish

Caesar Salad with Breaded Fish

Chicken Mushroom Mayo Pizza

Chicken Mushroom Mayo Pizza

The boyfie

The boyfie

Myself

Myself

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first time at Swensens. missed out on their specialties - ICE CREAM! overfed myself with the food instead; a caesar salad topped with golden-fried breaded fish and the grilled chicken with sauteed mushrooms on a mayonnaise pesto based pizza .

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Oct 20, 2009
with the love we have and our differences settled. a house, a kid, a mini cooper… going to the hospital to deliver our baby..a dog running in the yard..waking up next to you and arguing who prepares breakfast.. and i see those eyes.those eyes when i look deep into.my throat swells and in my mind are only those 3 words.

with the love we have and our differences settled.

a house, a kid, a mini cooper…

going to the hospital to deliver our baby..
a dog running in the yard..
waking up next to you and arguing who prepares breakfast..

and i see those eyes.those eyes when i look deep into.my throat swells and in my mind are only those 3 words.

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relying on their presence everyday.

relying on their presence everyday.

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